Yeah, but was i drunk?

I use a fake name, i block people at work. BECAUSE I get bored, I drink, and I say weird and stupid shit. OR sometimes, I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO EXPRESS MYSELF AND TELL THE TRUTH, WITHOUT GETTING "IN TROUBLE" for it. Gah. Feeling irritated about the stalkers. I can't say SHIT, without some jealous bitch trying to "get me" for it. And jealous of WHAT? I mean, do YOU get it? I really wish people would just ignore me, when I drink especially. Katrina has learned to do it, my mom has learned to do it. This likely inspired by: i ran out of my antidepressant 2 days ago and I have to drive 8 hours to get it, AND be nuts and have withdrawal symptoms in the meantime. Fuck. Feeling stellar.

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