Alchemize, transmute.

Cut ties with negative people who wish me ill. Maybe i just haven't done scream therapy in too long of a time. i watch these tarot card readers, you do too. I feel energies. and I am working hard on protecting my energy, but God, I just get exhausted. it's just a constant war, a constant battle, against this negativity that I do not want to feel. Scream therapy was effective. I used to do it in my car on the thruway in New York. (It's called a "freeway" where it's free, in New York, you had to pay tolls, so it was the "thruway.") I would Scream, and then cough. My throat Chakra has never been clear. My birth cries were not welcomed. Everyone was PISSED at my birth. The doctor was so mad that my mom refused to have a "saddle block," that he lost his shit, which caused my dad to lose his shit, and per legend, the doctor made the nurses get up on my mom's pregnant belly and violently push me out. So, since my birth, i have been trying to figure out how to handle angry and bad energies.