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Break Through.
I keep watching all these mediums and tarot card and oracle card readers on youtube and tiktok and it's like they keep telling me over and over what I already know. "You are so sad. you have been stuck in this same cycle and you can't get out. it's like running into a wall over and over again." Taking ozempic for a month did something for me though. it made me quit drinking beer. I couldn't physically do it (drink the beer). so I bought a bunch of hard alcohol instead, which is not something I will drink in excess. a couple sips and I'm good. so now I'm sober, mostly, and just fucking SAD. and LONELY. and I know all the things you are supposed to do. "be grateful more!" take more vitamins, get on more antidepressants. (literally, I think this all the time, "how many antidepressants can one person take?") Yeah, I was listening to Esther Hicks for a minute, but she was starting to make me mad. (NEVER LOOK BACK!). Well what about, ...